I know it is a long-deserted place, and I know you won't be visiting here in days, even in months. so it's safe to pour something down here right now. It's far better than the noisy xiaonei.com.

 

I don't intend my care to be your fetter. You've been through too much thick and thin, and I'm feeling greatly guilty that I was involved in most of them. It's totally against my will. If you are quite sure that for me it's mainly gratitude rather than fondness, please drop me and let me know. I'll respect your choice and... silently make my care contained more and showed less. 'Cuz I want you at ease. I'm still your good friend, where you could always turn for support. And I assure you for at least these couple of years... should you feel like re-making the choice, I'm right here waiting for you. Always.

 

Your birthday is approaching again. The big surprise I've been engaged in is that... I've written you a song, and the wmv is under process. But... I believe that one day you will understand the reason why I eventually decided to hold them back. The appreciation I have for you never changes. But the more I do for you, the more torture you will feel at making choices. I just cannot bear the thought that you'll once again suffer for sake of me. Please forgive me. Follow your heart, my girl. Follow your heart, my friend. 

 

Yours Always

-HY

It's been quite a couple of trials and waits since I laslast succeeded in logging onto this site.

 

Typing here is kind of torture. Too long buffering time.

 

But I still do not want to desert here. Cuz' it's the only place bearing my taste, my memory.

 

Happy New Year to everybody!

-HY