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2006/10/27

the day before the seventh

Crazy~Our teaching process of mathematical analysis doubles the Department of Math's, while the process of C Language Programming is a chapter further than the Department of CS. Also the same case in Geometry--we never let it last into the fourth week after the semester's beginning!
 
Mathematical Analysis is the hardest...no, it should be Linear Algebra...no, no, no, it's multi-demension array in C Language...now, it's all of them.
 
What am I supposed to do? to be? And where is the destination or at least the direction?? And...Where on earth is the pleasant rythmn upon which I used to drive my daily life and study???
 
Surely it'll be a long and tough journey. When can I pick up my previous self-confidence and light heart again? Only after day-and-night hard work! Only after pain! I reckon that I've been enjoying too much, much much more than I should have. Badminton once or twice a week, class activities' organization, meetings, speeches, numerous kinds of academic lectures, and a weekly English talk night with David Harrison and Dr. Murry Sherk take up every part of my spare time. They say, get a life! But the fact is, unless u're holding a high GPA in ur hands, u won't get even a piece of comfort, let alone "a life"!
 
Yeah, I believe I do have improved a lot after more than one month's study here. My oral English, writting skill, courage to present myself, musical potential, badminton skill and also math and computer science, they all absolutely got a rise. So, with so many encouraging facts, perhaps I've been concentrating too much on the frustrating facts. Just like what WY told me, what I'm in badly need of for now is nothing, but an exam. That's what I think to be the most solid proof to measure and estimate one's quality and study conditions.
 
Thanks for you and your mother's care, but I'm just so stubborn that even my own parents haven't convinced me. Don't let ur mother know that I'm determined, as I don't want to leave her an impression more of implusive and thoughless. And following u in less than two weeks, WY, I still feel thankful for ur strong approval of my donating blood at first!
 
Tomorrow Big Tree will join the competition of the 800m race, and I'll go to the field to cheer for him.
 
Zhang, u always reply much as soon as my short messages reach there. Well, no bother! Perhaps the third letter will arrive soon. Enjoy it! Cuz' it really took a lot, a lot...
 
CC, I've lost ur track...and where are u, Ross?
 
Shouldar, it's a fair race. Love is a holy thing cultivated in the soil of freedom and sincere care. So if urs is true, why so irritated? Anyways, friendship isn't a ship merely energized by a girl or the like, u know it, I'm sure.
 
When a man turns into his majority, will he still care about such trivialness?
 
Let's play up the game, Mathematical Analysis!
 
It's just a matter of time...
-HY 
2006/10/21

Gotta be 18...

God bless! I'm actually going to be an adult in less than half a month!
 
I'm going to set up a storm, not a party or the like.
 
Soon it'll be NOVEMBER SKY!
-HY
P.S. U must know what I'm expecting...or planning to do.
2006/10/15

foriegn teacher

科大有不少外教诶!
 
我们几个人跟那个什么David Harrison一起去杏花公园过了个中秋节,带了一大堆乐器,什么手风琴、口琴、单簧管、吉他……我们还跳舞……我好SB……还吃月饼……还说了一大堆英语……8错8错!!!
 
这个周五晚上又跟另外一个Murry Shriek聊……厉害!好经典深邃的思想阿!EXPLICIT!
-HY

打球啦!结束啦!瘫痪啦!!!好菜啊……

从昨天上午0830开始的科大新星杯羽毛球大赛截至今天上午1020对我来说就全部结束了。还是找到些差距鸟~前几轮打得还比较轻松,男单前两轮以及男双小组赛都是2:0全胜晋级,可惜啊可惜,不过也没啥可惜的……
 
赛程太紧张了。昨天打了4场正规赛以及两场练习赛,晚上到家就已经快趴下了。今天早上从0900到1020又连着打了三场比赛,那个惨哦……下次再也不同时报两个项目了!男双到1/4决赛,居然打杨潇/肖斌还有个16:21!太意外了!看来我和秦泰第一次配就如此强悍阿~再随便打个一年,等我们也大二,不怕打不过他们!男单到1/8决赛,在今早的两个双打之间。才拼过男双的1/8,晋级,然后就男单了……今天早上实在打不动了,而且也的确技不如人,一到场上就打法比较单一了一些,跑动也跟不上,就是喘气,滴汗,弯腰揉腿……完全被别人掌握节奏,那是相当的不爽!
 
瘫了瘫了……晚上去东区大礼堂听梁进的《如何学好微积分》,回归正轨,毕竟下周末就要数分期中考试了!30%的学分啊!
 
还有一年,努力提高一下。本次比赛我至少发现了自己三个明显有待提高的地方,专门练一下,我相信会更强的(要是学习也有这种自信就好了……)。当然,俺也跟一些高手混熟了。只有跟高手交手才能提高,所以,毕竟作为大一新生,我应该很有自信的!综上,这两天参加比赛还是很不错的事情!
-HY
2006/10/7

Sorry... But I know u will understand

Since I am the vice-monitor, since I am the "host", my responsibility tells me to go. Yeah, even I myself find it a little embarrassing to fetch girls at the train station on such a late night, especially when I always bear in mind only ur images. But no worry, I will just act as an assistant, a helper, a responsible monitor, nothing more. As hosts, I believe if u were I, u would do the same to make our schoolmates feel home, right?
 
And I had already made up my mind to ask some boys to go together with me ever before ur same suggestion. Haha, we are really consistent inward...
 
Good luck to me tonight!
 
Believe me, there's only one occupation in my mind and, there stand u.
-HY
2006/10/6

collection

To Be By Your Side ~ Nick Cave ~ Le Peuple Migrateur
I Don't Want To Say Goodbye ~Teddy Thompson ~ Brokeback Mountain
Childhood Momory ~ Bandari
November Sky ~ Yanni
Main Theme ~ Michael Kamen ~ Band of Brothers
Tonight I Wanna Cry ~ Keith Urban
 
……
 
They are with wings...
 
Miss u.
-HY 
 

I finally get it on...

Amazingly I actually managed to get a piece of background music on the blog! Having tried piles of times and faced the same number of faliures, I happened to find this one available. Well, I also happened to find out this... quite unexpectedly and... quite happily...
 
                    Le Peuple migrateur
  Across the oceans Across the seas, Over forests of blackened trees.
  Through valleys so still we dare not breathe, To be by your side.
  
  Over the shifting desert plains, Across mountains all in flames.
  Through howling winds and driving rains, To be by your side.
  
  Every mile and every year for every one a little tear.
  I cannot explain this, Dear, I will not even try.
  
  into the night as the stars collide,
  Across the borders that divide forests of stone standing petrified,
  To be by your side.
  
  Every mile and every year, For every one a single tear.
  I cannot explain this, Dear, I will not even try.
  
  For I know one thing, Love comes on a wing.
  For tonight I will be by your side. But tomorrow I will fly.
  
  From the deepest ocean To the highest peak,
  Through the frontiers of your sleep.
  Into the valley where we dare not speak, To be by your side.
  
  Across the endless wilderness where all the beasts bow down their heads.
  Darling I will never rest till I am by your side.
  
  Every mile and every year, Time and Distance disappear I cannot explain this.
  Dear No, I will not even try.
  
  For I know one thing, Love comes on a wing and tonight I will be by your side.
  But tomorrow I will fly away, Love rises with the day and tonight I may be by your side.
  But tomorrow I will fly, Tomorrow I will fly, Tomorrow I will fly.
 
No words are fitted to despcribe this.
 
Yuqiong, miss u.
-HY
 
 
2006/10/4

谈论 朋友

 

引用

朋友
朋友, 每个人都有, 每个都不一样。  人生若是没几个知己朋友,  应该是件很痛苦的事。  友情的发生可以有很多很多的原因, 性格相近,臭味相投。  小时候的友情往往开始于一根棒棒糖, 几颗玻璃弹珠, 做朋友没什么理由, 需要理由吗? 那时候的朋友大都只是玩伴的层次。   中学的朋友基本上是和自己朝夕相处的同学,  相同的背景, 相同的生活, 所以有相同的语言, 同学几乎都是朋友, 朋友几乎都是同学。  到了大学,  开始碰到些各种不同的人, 生活单纯, 所以也能交到不少好友。  到了出社会, 才真正知道原来社会真的是复杂的, 人际关系果真的是难搞的,  同事不太容易成为朋友,老板更不可能。 总的来说,  年纪越大, 阅历越丰, 能交到朋友的难度越高。  一段友谊需要时间的累积, 真的好友可以很多年没见面, 再见如故。   偶尔的聚聚, 彼此总是能保持最好的状态。 而在一个城市天天见面的朋友, 早晚都会有审美疲劳。   古龙说:“ 人,只有在自己最亲密的朋友面前,才最容易做出错事。因为只有在这种时候,他的心情才会完全放松,不但忘了对别人的警戒,也忘了对自己的警戒。 一个最容易伤害到你的人,通常都是最了解你的人,这种人常常是你最亲近的朋友”。    所以做朋友不能靠的太近,  最好不要有利益, 特别是金钱的往来,  这样的友谊才比较轻松, 比较纯洁。 交朋友并不一定要交能够互相利用的人。  能够互相利用的人往往成不了朋友。  能够是朋友, 也是一种缘份, 是生活中不可缺少的, 所以每个朋友都值得我们去珍惜, 特别是那些和你一起哭过笑过的朋友,  如果有一起出生入死过的朋友,  那绝对是件宝贝。
 
 
看着觉得写得挺棒的……
2006/10/3

badminton again

Badminton again today.
 
It has been very disappointing that USTC's badminton gym turned out to be full again and again for the last three times I went there, esp. I called xiuzun and her parents together for the last two.
 
Well, this afternoon xiuzun, her mother and I, and later, Big Tree, went to play badminton in the Popular Badminton Club. Tiring but relaxing, indeed. Sports is really fascinating... I did forget about all unhappiness caused by the pressure in the SCGY and the coming up exams. My progress today was recongnised directly by players playing beside me for the first time. It was sweet...
 
The night before last, I went out for some talking with Wang Ziwen, Ma Liang and Xu Tong. We never discussed anything to the core, or likely to, but it was far more pleasant and easier than I had thought. I rode Ma Liang's bicycle from the east section to the west section of ustc. And then, after seeing the other three off one by one, I walked home all alone, fircely thinking while singing Westlife's songs nonstop without the awareness of other walkers' existance.
 
I shall improve my badminton skill further more, and above all, my mathematical analysis' standard meanwhile.
 
This evening, I made dumplings together with mum and dad in the small dining room. I felt as if I had been blessed, ah...no, all of us were really blessed.
-HY
 
P.S. 大家来这里看到了就当没看到过呵呵,毕竟是含有日记的成分……找个地方写写发泄发泄记录记录罢了……