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2007/9/28 Special Education, Special Mid-Autumn DayIt's the last un-involved activity organized by the Youth Volunteer Association for me. It's the first special education that I got involved. It's Mid-Autumn Day for family reunion.
It was shocking to see how tidy and well-organized their dorms were. It was even more stunning to get view of how they were craving for communication, with peers, with latest scientific improvement, with profound literary masterpieces. Imagine it. The room is teeming with eagerness and enthusiasm, every one's thirsty to exchange ideas. every one is, however, awkwardly struggling to get themselves across, including me. Every verbal trial and informal body language, EVERYTHING, just turned out to be faint and feeble attempts to express myself. Just 'round this moment, a feeling of frustrated and incapable grasped my inside as if I were an illiterate person unable to understand people around. Chinese, English, and even a little bit Deutsch simply couldn't give me any hands. Then the feeling was stimulated to even stronger willingness to interact, to exchage ideas. It was this passion in silence that stirred my soul back and forth, feeling admiring and pathetic.
I learned a lot from them. Not only the finger language, but more crucial, their optimistic and pure heart to others.
One of the students at grade 10 asked me if he could come and visit my place during this National Day break ardently. I cannot imagine a more proper occasion to say yes so firmly, to nod one's head so resolutely and decisively.
We finally got back to ustc as there were classes on that night, but I was exactly 2 hours later according to the original plan. I didn't care. No, it was Mid-Autumn Festival, it was sepcial.
Good night, for good.
-HY 2007/9/23 倾听的力量近好多事情连续两个星期扎堆儿，让人头有点晕乎。多少事情已经累得不想一一列举了。从来没有档期这么满这么冲突过，而且还是无法人为调整的。终于发现对自己来说竟然还存在面对矛盾束手无策的局面，突然有种眼睁睁却无能为力的弱小感。因而产生的这些一天之内数次必须作的选择也“速成”了我的判断速度的加快，取舍的果决。种种种种，放弃还是不放弃，是个问题。当然现在也已经基本不是问题了。换届终于告一段落，退了；奖、助学金评定也尘埃落定，居然拿了金奖，也算逼近王一姐的神话了，不过打算捐一半给贫困助学基金，毕竟每年班委会评助学金的时候那滋味我是至今还是很清楚的；烧烤秋游组织安排铺垫工作到今晚也结束了，国际家博会志愿工作还要培训，羽协、青协、自保协还在忙，新东方已经火热展开，开放实验和大物实验即将开课，特教即将启动，展览会也即将开幕——要全天在展区工作了。不过能和西门子之类的展商一对一地交谈一个下午无疑是绝好的经历，翘课也值了！ 下午乘散会赶往新东方的间隙给北边挂了个电话。本来卸任的惆怅和得奖的惊喜还有种种种种混合的纠缠的情绪忽然简单明了了起来。我们都没说别的什么，仅仅是最简单的rush了各自近况而已。可是挂了电话还在回味，各自都发生了好多事情，半个小时的话怎么有那么大的信息含量~缓存不够了都~充满大学的滋味。你是第一哈哈，意料之中的。可是我居然也没有落后~这个意外啊哈~继续保持这个势头啊，一定要好好奋斗下去！像你这样愿意自己打拼，不走电力而继续在自动化奋斗，我只用两个词：尊敬，祝福。现在为你也为自己的成绩由衷地高兴了。呵呵，听到声音就有魔力啊哈~很好，现在都很好。 忙了一个晚上，回了一趟寝室，又看到一群人在为自己“周末就学了一点点噢”而郁闷...于是乎自己就开始为这一周疲于奔波，除了作业几乎就没学习而感到无比guilty & agonized。今晚回来心中颇有无名怨气，和WY走了一段路我怨妇似的牢骚了一路，末了心情居然好转许多。之后猛地发现，真的，就像和大树怎样成为最faithful的朋友一样，WY也会很耐心的做一个听众，倾听一些来自我的毫无意义毫无逻辑毫无水平的话。这是非平凡的！又发现当自己在和别人随意流露一两句辛苦时，几乎所有的人的回答无非就是敷衍或者过渡性的一句，紧接着就是说他们自己还更辛苦——他们的句子通常都是“I...even more than...you do”的句型。自然，我无意去无谓地“拼比”谁更“辛苦”谁更“累”，荒唐不是吗？可是不得不承认的是，现在我们都有着越来越强的自我意识，希望的都是别人的关注，第一人称开头的句子逐渐泛滥。也许你正在跟XX说一件很开心有意思的成就/遭遇，他会不加任何评论地开始阐述他自己的某个经历作为回答。我们都在为自己招纳注意力，都在卖力为自己吆喝。这种情况下，鉴别一个朋友就更加容易了。倾听是一种非平凡的礼仪，倾听也是最能让你感动的一件平常之举。你要做的也许只是一个耳聋的听众，但是你投入的姿态却可以给登台者莫大的回报。 也许这就是朋友和朋友的区别？ -HY 又是一天再创纪录。
0845 政务新区开始培训，0930下课，0940继续，1200下课，午餐。请假。
1240 乘车赶回科大东区，1340抵达2521，研究上午材料，小憩。放弃自然保护协会观鸟1300。憾。
1425 到达少教，1430回寝最后通知班会，1445少教班会正式开始。无奈档期继续冲突，翘新东方TOEFL第一堂课，放弃。憾。安锐总结一年工作；杨老师致词；新班委竞选demo，投票，现场计票，结果；奖学金最终评定；新老班委交接班委（团支部）会议；明天中秋活动最后tips¬ices，卸任，1640期望&惆怅，leave。
1650 Being stimulated and sort of at loss, I called YQ along the way rushing to New Oriental School, encountering LXM half-way. Talk, talk, talk with YQ till 1725, delighted. Meanwhile the fees boosted hehe~
 1730 开始新东方的课程。
1830 再次cancel一个会议，关于特教和福利院。和负责人短信初步定在以后周二下午——于是以后每周七天下午全满。晚上还剩周五。上午还有...周六或周日。
2055 下课，回寝室，去西区送书。Walk with grapeot. Find out something after departure. Feel relieved.
2140 打的。回家睡觉，受不了了。
2220 到家。
And Now...
明天，再说吧。还有一整天的事儿呢~下周一定要保证状态了！
-HY
2007/9/21 一天又一天又是一周过去了。事儿还是扎堆。而且这一周精神很低靡，总是犯困。
周一，市长信箱和环保局回复。
周二，订购月饼发放全班；奖学金打分评定。
周三，作业作业作业！！！国际家电博览会志愿者面试通过。
周四，联系组委会协调与抗议；班委会助学金评定，班委工作自我剖析；中秋活动烤肉串定购；六项通知及传单制作、发放、回收、统计。
周五，不行了……睡觉，1300-1700...
明天，0845政务新区培训；1300请假赶回学校大班会，年度工作总结述职报告，换届班委改选，投票，奖学金公布，周日中秋活动事宜通知；1600赶去新东方TOEFL强化（可惜已经翘了第一节课了）；2045结束，作业...
后天，0830乘车前往植物园，组织，统计，新老班委工作交接；1330乘车提前赶回，1500新东方TOEFL强化，2130返校。
大后天...又是一周了……
-HY
P.S.突然发现贝多芬第五钢琴协奏曲太棒了！ 2007/9/16 经理的生活？今天参加了第一次所谓“真正意义上的”第一次面试。全英语。 感想有三： 新东方考官就是拽~ 政务新区的办公大楼就是好看好用好舒心~~ ***这辈子我还没像这一周这么忙过~~~~~
这几天作了好多重要决定~非常之看好越一。
迎新搞过了，下周还要招新。 班委总结了，下周还要改选。 志愿赌上了，下周还能培训？ 很好很充实，看着时间表上的“大”活动以“小时”为间隔集中出现在一周尤其是周末里，感觉还是很爽的。原来一天里面人还可以被榨出来这么多潜力！！！不过静下来想一想，剩下来的是不是也就…… 今天还是翘了早0900和晚1900的两个会，2200的会是翘不掉了，开呗…… 下面一学期尤其是两个月真是挑战~想到就开始感觉stimulated.-HY 2007/9/9 When Fall FallsNever has autumn appealed to me as a second love. The gentle breeze with slightest balmy moisture, the cosily shinning sun basking on you, and the delicate odor of those golden sweet osmanthus never fail to bring out the best memory of me.
This morning I took 3 hours to linger along those old trails. My old high school never looked so in peace and amity to me. The playground used to bear my paces when WY and I was racing around after school seemed worrilessly in silent chaos, a mixture of weeds' shooting, ants' chasing and birds' feeding. The sun, my sun, heated every grieve colors to laces of evaporating steam, to none. Osmanthus' fragrance pierced into every part of my soul, while the newly-shaped "fountain" hissed alone, summoning those red fish to play around. Fallen leaves scattered on the shabby corner where I used to stand when playing badminton on PE classes -- always the last one on Friday morning, happiest time ever. Ah, and the camphor tree whose favourite game was to trap our shuttles when we were wildly beating with our rackets. Just a timy square was reflecting the golden ray penetrating through the tree's capping canvas and, glimering radiantly inside me.
I almost took full resentment to my handless of camera. And is there any machanism that can exactly record smells?
Spider lilies are blossoming one after another for the time being.
I know it's safe here to say that, I hope you are enjoying the same bliss from our Mother Nature over there up in the north Mango, simply beacuse, life is beautiful.
Miss everyone that's onced loved, esp. now, when fall falls.
-HY
PS. Ross actually mailed me back yesterday, after almost half a year's interval! It's sensible that he's been quite busy and full, since he joined an popcorn factory, helped his sister doing ice cream stuff and even took some awesome hunting courses! How insanely dazzling but attractive life of those American teens, errr, young adults! |
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